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Well I just got back from the con and I had an awesome time. Got to hang out with some really cool people and hook up with old friends. I even got to meet and which was just great, they are both so wonderful at what they do, and well, outright entertaining and fun.

I went as Chell from Portal 2 this year (an impromptu decision, a week of preparation like a boss) and being only my second cosplay It went really well aside from running for outlets every other hour to hot glue repair things haha. Also my feet are like falling off. I have took a gander at the internet to try and find pictures, but there's nothing yet, I imagine there will be some within the next couple of days.

I took so few pictures this year and the few I did, really were half-assed so sorry for not showing everyone at their very best!

I'll post pics of myself as I find them or whenever Marmbo uploads them

con pics here: www.facebook.com/media/set/?se…

With the deconstruction of the AE committee it does appear at this time that there will be no Anime Evolution this year, which leaves me scrambling for another convention.

Cos & Effect (irlevents.com/forum/index.php?…) has risen up to take AE's place and try to fill the gap, but since this is their first year naturally I am leery, though they have experience with several other cons. I am curious about the size and the amount of people that are going. I have decided due to lack of funds and time that instead of doing KOS-MOS v.4 as I intended for this year's conventions that I will be doing Sweet Pea from Sucker Punch.

Meanwhile Marmbo is trying to get me to go to Sakuracon with him next month, but I have no costume prepared and I don't think I can afford it as awesome as it would be. It all comes down to the cash

I have been on and off contemplating shipping over to a new account for some time just out of sheer hate for this user name. It was a terrible thing I created in gr. 8 for an email address, but the proper spelling for cinnamon was already taken. Now I have this handle on anything that I have had since early highschool.  I have created an account under the handle Kiranox which I use more commonly now but I have not been able to bring myself to switch as I have had this account for going on 6 years. I sincerely wish there was a way to change usernames but alas that is not an option.

mini rant over

"Sun reclines, eases my mind"

I am more nervous than ever as I hand out copies of the first draft. It's hard not to feel anxious when this story has been so much a part of my life for so long now I hardly remember it not existing. I love it, well for the most part I love what I want it to be and how others will take that I don't know and of course I always fear that people will simply humor me.

It's a true dilemma, I want the truth but I fear that I will be told that it is plain, uninteresting and poorly written. I am sure that is every author's fear for every piece of literature they write but it's gnawing at me now because I feel like I need to do more work. I could still make it better!

There comes a point you have to relinquish some control, I know, but it's incredibly hard. I know that no matter what I write there will be people that hate it, that comes with the territory but it's hard nonetheless, we always want the people we care about to care about the things that we do.

Only time will tell and I will have to do my best to keep myself distracted while this process occurs. It will take most of my determination to leave the book until at least one reader finishes, it's the waiting and anticipation that will kill me I am sure.

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